The Stir

 

false advice for speakers and writers,

and immoral advice for humans

 

most always in pressed khakis

white shirt blue tie

deaf of deaf

meaning deaf son deaf parents

meaning one of the elite

if you're a deaf culture person

 

he sat down at far left edge

        next to the woman with I ♥ GARY Gary erased

          into her notebook cover

Helen his signer facing him from my left

facing the whole class          always smiling

 

first day when I broke them into

pairs for interviewing purposes he chose Tatiana

            right off the boat from the Ukraine or she chose him

                    both of them looking at Helen

                     rather than each other

                            I only drifted by them once

                            they were on task

                            zoon politicon on ice

 

his first writing

for me

cryptic 'n' glyptic         Tatiana's crypsos

or his I didn't know

 

his second:

when I was small I loved wood carpentering

        I will give an example

        I made wooden house for the backyard to play in

very happy at the thing I had built

        now I know it was probably not good carpentry

wood stool inside that I would sit on

 

And I know

language can be said as well

            by hands and face

as by throat: Ameslan

"a language equally

suitable for making love or speeches"

but to have as

dialect of his nurture

a language with no written form

Helen the signer: maybe 60 years that smile I had to

once upbraid her lightly

for only signing to George

the things that I the teacher was saying

Much later she said the "we're not supposed to learn things ourselves in these classes -- just convey --"

As late as 1749

the French Academy of Sciences

appointed a commission to determine whether

deaf people were "capable of reasoning." But

simply a linguistic subculture

no more in need of a cure

than Hispanics or Creoles

"So strong is the feeling of cultural solidarity that many deaf parents

cheer on discovering

their baby is deaf"

Whether George's parents cheered I don't know

I am trying to structure good English language since I took English 098...

Thinking of what it must be like

the tinnitus in my own head amplified

Borges says the blind do not see darkness:

"I move in a field of blue mist" but George

hears darkness not ringing

my father after he swallowed his pride

I asked how his new hearingaids worked

"Do you know the sound of a match flaring up?" he said

Would the deafness that rounded on my father

like a slow summer dusk

and may one evening close on me completely --

nor would even that block out

my lifetime of hearing language

to have had to figure out those mysterious

movements of those people's lips

were language

The dialects of their nurture

Since your apparent strength in writing lies

in vision, I'd like you think about how

to make your sentences look like the sentences

you read, OK?

– sentence boundaries chunks of missing syntax –

OK, I can read some major instruction from your book.

I may improve my some sentences

for what Project 1 is expected.

So, I can develop some better sentences

such as verbs and articles for Project 2. I am concerned about Project 2 that I will get some more problems.

It seems to me like your grammar

is a good bit more clear NOW.

Perhaps some of problems you had

were due to nervousness and

the feeling that, for an English paper, you

"had to sound impressive." Many hearing

students have the same problem.

OK OK my continual hedge – There's a lot more I think you know about this that we need to know

OK? Just like Tatiana has to explain

some things she takes for granted The upside of this is that your audience will be curious about it

and interested to see what you have to say OK?

And he starts giving it back to me

OK this rewriting assignment will be due Monday night

OK I will rewrite it this weekend

universal American signifier OKOK

meaning not everything's fine but get off my nuts

When I am at deaf club we watch basketball on TV instead of clapping like hearing people

wave hands

also dancing although we are deaf

and billiards I am the club champion in shooting pool When I am at deaf club I am with friends completely happy

We do all, I think, the hearing people might do

11:00 Thursday night

the Outlook Inn

loud satisfactory clout of cueball

on elevenball not even caring

if it goes in loud cowpoke tunes

on the jukebox

end of another workingweek so

just thwack the bastard nineball

fourteenball

One Saturday morning shortly after

Lynn had begun school Spradley and his wife Louise

found her outdoors waiting for the bus

for weeks she repeated the same futile

wait every Saturday Sunday until

her parents finally managed to convey the concept

of "weekend" "weekday"  Words like "car"

and "shoes" were easy; abstract relationships, though... Spradley knew

Lynn loved her grandparents, for instance, but

he had no idea if she knew who those devoted

elderly people were....

taxonomy -- Jesus, Dennis says, if these kids just knew a little biology but George

knows the biology of black noise

litanies of silence of the edges

of the triune gods the three Rs

relativism

rationalism

reiteration

the four chunks of Ameslan

I learned HELLO OKAY

I UNDERSTAND THANK YOU

why not: help me with this

please

weekend weekday

wood carpentering

curious audience interested

goodbye

Maybe because

of the Congress of Milan 1880 affirming

"the incontestible

superiority of speech over sign"

Writing is craft

not art, George.

Think of being a carpenter

we don't want to make a five-foot table

four feet 'cause then it would be missing a couple legs

And I still believe that but

Remember how you did it last time OK?

hard slap on the back of his wrist as he signed

grunted breath as he signed I will

come by Thursday morning if that is OK

Language the youngest child of the human mind

so never getting all the attention she wants:

alternately overly friendly and brooding calling continuously I'm down hereWait for me

always having to pay for her older sisters' mistakes....

.... always playing that game with your older brother where you hold your palmsup under his palmsdown touching and try to rotate your hands over his and slap and miss and it's his turn

he doesn't miss for several hours

the ricochet of brotherly language

on the reddened backs of your wrists

as you puff out in articulate frustrate breath

Yes, I need to explain about my personally experienced some more

Blindness cuts off people from things

Deafness cuts off people from people

Helen Keller says

As soon as you had help me with my paper

I felt better how relievable

I am in your aid

I wanted him to write about his

relationship with a hearing woman

other than glancingly I wanted Tatiana to write about her mother the Ukrainian TV producer

she didn't think it interesting

Real-life examples where people slaughter their ethos:

I know I'm real ugly but can I buy you a drink?

The Mafia needs a new bagman

so one smart paisano sez,

Hey, why don't we get a deaf

guy, deaf mute guy,

then he can't squeal. So they do.

This deaf guy goes picks up

30 grand, more money

than he's seen anywhere

in his life, & he thinks, hmmmmm.

So he goes back to the Mafia

& writes down I didn't get it,

whoever it was didn't show.

They don't believe him,

so they go find a translator, one

of those signers, you know.

& one of their heavies sticks this gun on the deaf guy's temple

& the signer asks where's the money? the deaf guy motions

I don't know what you're talking

about & the translator translates.

So the heavy cocks the gun

the deaf guy signs OK OK it's in

this vacant lot on 16th Street

buried under the tree & the heavy

says to the translator what'd he

say? & the translator says, he still

don't know what you're talking

about, and he don't think you've

got the grapes to pull the trigger

OK gang, argumentation time.

Now. Remember what I said

from this guy Kenneth Burke,

right?Helen's hands brandishing about

we're not trying to slaughter the opponent

trying to bring about cooperationOK?

The TTY [[a keyboard that allows the deaf

to phone]] I don't like you can only talk

to other TTY – deaf people or use the operator when I called my girlfriend who is hearing the operator read her all my words no privacy

And here we are

A native of the planet Anthraxia comes to earth. It is eager to communicate with you, but you share no common language. How do you start to teach it English? (Keep in mind that the Anthraxians have no concepts of sex, personal identity, death, or time.)

– a prompt

for the last class

nobody

took me up on

My father knocks the bowl of his pipe

against the chainsaw blade

a look of unconscious simple happiness

I will remember

burnt grains of tobacco

fall into the sawdust

and the chainsaw starts its doublethroated throatclearing again hearingaids left on the brick steps

The lyricism of silence

which takes place all in one moment and therefore cannot be said

Wells's time traveler at the end of the world:

the world was silent. Silent? It would be hard

to convey the stillness of it. All the sounds

of man, the bleeding of sheep, the cries of

birds, the hum of the insects, the stir

that makes the background of our lives – all that was over. The stir

that makes

dusk fall

above us

the sound

of the sun

translated into

the cluttered fall

of insects birds

infinitesimal

font of our

breathing slowing

Last month -- October 94 -- I saw him walking by the library deep in signed conversation

under an umbrella cloudspittle falling

intermittently on my bare head

all of 15 feet away

not seeing me

and almost thought to catch him to talk to him till I remembered

 

 

Quotations not otherwise identified are from either Edward Dolnick's "Deafness as Culture" (Atlantic Monthly, September 1993), Jolanta Lapiak's "Deaf World Web" site, or the College Composition and Communication Conference's position statement "Students' Right to Their Own Language."